Once a loser, always a loser?

I was always the shy and alone guy in school. I only had one friend, but so many enemies. Many of the students I was with in school were closed minded and I always had problems with them, not all of them but few of them. None the less, I was the weirdo lonely guy. In another word, I was a loser. When life goes on, do you think a loser stays a loser? Some change and become these awesome people, while others stay the same. I think I will never change to the better and I may just stay the loser guy as always.

I was checking my Facebook today, and that's when I saw a profile of one of the students that used to be in my school. He is now in a cool city and a great university. He was kinda popular in school and always participated in school activities while I was just the shy and lonely student who all teachers felt sorry for him while they felt he was the IT guy. And now 3 years later, I'm still the loser guy who has few friends and still shy. I sure did many things and experiences but I still feel the same. I can not get over the feeling that I'm still the same stupid kid from school. Does this feeling ever go? I guess only time can tell. The sad part is, even when time passes by and years pass us, some things never change. We may change but our lives will always remind us of the past, and even if things changed around us. Does our fate change and our lives change? some times our luck just stays the same and we just stay the losers. Of course we should all move on from our past and try to become what we want to be and try to make ourselves feel better and do not care about anyone else. But it's never easy. Take it from me, changing yourself is hard.

However, the past will always stay where it is, in the past. Behind us all. I once heard an old saying that impressed me. It goes like this ''Yesterday is gone, Today is all what we have, Tomorrow is not for granted''. In other word, we should live today and leave tomorrow for tomorrow. So what all matters is now. Even though I feel that ''now'' sucks, but we all need some hope in our lives. Just my hope is to wait and see what's Life has in store for me. If you feel the same then you should work hard and wait for things in your life to get better, because we all know if we sit and did nothing, our lives will remain the same or turn to worse. If you once were a loser, you will stay a loser. And if you were once popular and a winner, you may become a loser. That's the funny thing about life. All what we can do is live it and receive some slaps from time to time. This is life and it is sure tough. Life is not for the weak.